being the cool kid i am i skipped 7th and 8th period today, there was no point i guess, i came home. my mommy didn't really care at all. so yeah. spent most of the afternoon building this stupid ass tent, then when i got done i played my guitar and sat around.. it was boring and lonesome.

it has been more than a week that i can recall, and thats not good, its kinda bothering me. everyone is busy with there someone or other, but i am not. this is no good. its quite pathetic, but i miss that feeling of happiness. im happy because things are turning around... but they're not, its only a lull in the strom. if you look hard enough, behind the glisten in those eyes... there is doubt. and fear, and anger. so much held inside. that so many people dont see. but its different, when i look into those eyes i see it.