on a side note: i have decided that i am going to take vocal lessons. actually i have been planning on this for awhile but now i am going to do something about it. i like my voice i think, but im not as good of a singer as i could be, but i will say that i have gotten SOO much better then before.
i decided the other day, i know what i want to do with my life. if i could spend the rest of my life doing anything, it would be playing music. out of everything i do, i enjoy sitting and playing my guitar. i want to play music, i want to write music and have people relate to it, know what i meant by it how i was feeling when i wrote it. i know many people dream of being a rockstar, but its not a dream... its a passion. i dont need to be famous, i just want to be heard. i hope it works out. and if nothing else i will be content with sitting on the edge of my bed, in my empty house, playing the guitar and singing, and not caring but anything but that moment.....