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blind-unkind current Old profile Kels design d-land Last Five alive - 2005-10-15 disgusted - 2005-02-12 sick - 2005-01-27 frustrated - 2004-05-16 bluck - 2004-04-28 Green day~~ Welcome to Paradise |
ok so its been a hard week. you know she wont read this, her computer doesn't work. monday was the eleventh right, that makes ten months for us. thats like three hundred days, this would be the commited i have been to anything in all of my life. kayla is in town. for the past couple of weeks i have been un-happy about her coming. even though i got in trouble.. i was right. mid-way through monday we had to go do something with kayla. i was pissed. i said smething then got a very very, unhappy response. fuck me for wanting to spend time with her i supose. so this would be why i.. seemed to be slightly distant yesterday. yes i am upset. yes i am not happy... what to do. i know she is just trying to make everyone happy, but that was our day not kayla's, so fine i will not talk to you for the rest of the week. i will deal. but monday was my day. all i wanted was monday, im sorry if that made me such an asshole. im sorry i come out being mean, when all i wanted was to spend time together. so yes... i wish i could forget what she said. but i dont think it will just go away. i know she meant it... and thas what hurts
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