eh.. what a crappyt week. yesterday i almost died in a horrible, firery, accident. actually i was on the I-205 off ramp, on to mcloughlin and instead of my car turning, due to the ice, i went straight into the cement thing, it was very icy, if your were to look at my car you couldn't tell, is this good or bad????

my birthday is in 4 days. yay. i am goiung to go buy myself a video camera and make movies.

side note, my mother has gone crazy.

i am in the career center. i missed my skill center bus. 1) because i dont want to go 2) because i couldn't find kelsey. i hope she is having fun... did she go, is she asleep, late, lost confused? i dont know. im confused... and a little upset i think. i am dizzy right now, everything is spinning, i think this is a bad thing. she is always late, i know i am an asshole to be upset about this,but one of the few chances that i ever get to see her during school, and shes never here.. always late. so i spend my morings with traci!!!!!!! and BEV!!!!!!!! and my COOL friends. they are mean, but traci.. hah traci... bohoo to you, you smell like poo, your car does to, 16 dolaars to fill up the tank, ot to even ut then......???????? ohh but she was my good friend, eh ohh well. love ya to trace! all alone.. kinda nice i guess... jens birthday wahoo... hope thats fun.. dinner with the munsters!!! that was on all weekend.. kick ass! but ummm yeah... this weekend.. is my birthday, we shall all do somehing... save two( HAVE FUN)

ok my anger is increasing.... no one would understand, no one. but thats ok.